its all about us now.

The first day of school started on a pretty High note.
(:
HAHAHA.
If I say that you met your eyecandies(yeah,lucky bit.ch) and erm, you had a good look at them and they look good,
I'd say you'd feel the same way too. (:

Anyway!
Sometimes I just loved sitting with Melody Seah Jia Wen during lessons.
She brings Honey Stars and I will bring Koko Krunch.
Perfect.
and she's so stupid sometimes!
but I love her all the same. <3
and she does actually annoys me on talks of 9.
she'd know who.
still, caught her in two compromising pictures.
Best.
HAHA.
one is with her hair clipped up cause her fringe is killing me and Nordin,not to mention her.
the other one is just her looking plain stupid.
(:
It's collaged though.
Go Figure which is which.
heard someone's bullying her on that someone's blog.
I saw it and you won't believe the amount of accuses that person made.
what can I say?
Some people just don't get it.
L.O.S.E.R.
(:

anyway.
during recess,I had the worst stomach _______(I don't know the word okay!) I could ever have.
It hurts so bad sometimes.
):
went down during lunch cause my Koko Krunch was stolen.
you know,I don't actually blow up or show my feelings of hatred(hmmm.Misunderstooded.) to anybody or at least not openly.
but I actually almost did during lunch.
If someone tells you that you should stop praying because you would never get what you want cause the more you pray the more you hope the more things will go wrong,
maybe you won't feel a thing and maybe actually believe her.
But that is not what I need now.
I have my best cousin in the hospital now and I can actually tell you straight in the face that I am Fucking Worried and the only thing I can actually do is Pray and Hope for the best.
so I sat there and almost blew up at Z and walked off after my food.
Thank God the Hockey Team actually had Hope.
Thanks Crystal! :D
I bet you were jabbing the ball again today!
(:

Which leads me to the Hockey Match.
okay.
they had the semis today and they won.
They did.
:D
1-0 in penalty flicks.
I am very proud of the hockey team.
they tried so hard.
and I grew up with them.
all the trips to Delta to meet them.
(:
but of course.
there is my Canoeing team.

Leads me again to training.
Coach said this and I am pretty upset.
"Tabitha you need to work harder now. I saw your partner with Deviana and I am very tempted to switch partners."
I've been with Tabitha(paddling I mean.) since forever!
but yeah,what Tabitha said got me even more upset.
"I don't care."
Hmmmmm.

I hate it when I am stuck in between with this huge amount of guilt weighing my mind down.
I bitch,yes.
but I listen most of the time.
and no, I don't take sides.
so I guess the person who tells me all these presume that I agreed.
and it really feels very awkward sometimes.
and I feel so bad.
D:<

oh.
saved Zakkiyya and in her boat is this cute little lizard!
oh man!
but everybody else freaked out.
poor little lizard ran further in and erm.
Zakk had to paddle with it inside.
but guess what.
Tabitha cried.
Ha.
ohkay.
so no one on my team actually likes lizards.
and they're all like standing ten metres away from me now.
Because I have lizards as pets.
uhhuh.
yeah.
I so get the team sometimes.
anyway.
the lizard drowned cause Coach happily dumped the whole boat into the water.
):
and I thought I found a replacement for David JR.
just so you know, David Jr. killed itself.
jumped off the ledge.
whoosh.
really jumped and don't imagine it being so agile as to find the wall again.
I would think that it was 10cm away from the ledge.
):
R.I.P. David Jr.

took cab home from training with Amanda and Bernice and Tabitha. dropped off with Amanda at Bukit Timah and took the bus home with her. (: I just can't help but love my team sometimes. <3